Hi everyone I’m 44 yrs and have been fit and healthy all my life - I don’t drink or smoke either so being told that at first I had DCIS was a shock and a range of emotions from why me?? And crying all the time became my new norm. Although they said the biopsy’s I had were showing no cancer,  Due to the amount of microclacifications I was advised to have a mastectomy which I did have 5 weeks ago and had breast reconstruction after. I went back the hospital on Monday and was then told that after biopsy of the entire breast there was a 20mm cancer found grade 3, lymph nodes were clear.  Again I think I must have PTSD over getting results because nothing has been simple in my journey and I just feel devastated that I’m going through this whilst having young children. I’m now awaiting further tests to see what treatment I will need - I’ve been told my cancer is ER positive so will defo need hormone tablets but waiting for the further test to see if I need chemo - I really can’t bare all this waiting and disappointment at results - I really don’t want chemo and I’m crying writing this - I don’t know what the outcome will be but just wondered if anyone else had a similar diagnosis and what treatment you had xx