A very warm welcome to the forum Mariamia although I'm really sorry to hear about your mum.
It's completely natural to be feeling such a wide range of emotions upon hearing such news, so do be kind to yourself at this time.
I hope it helps to know that many of our members will know what you're going through right now, so you are not alone, and hopefully it won't be long until you receive some support and advice from the community.
We have a very friendly and supportive team of cancer nurses you can talk things through with on 0808 800 4040. Their phone lines are open Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m and they will do all they can to help and answer any questions you may have at this time.
I know this must be incredibly difficult, but we are here for you Mariamia and are sending all our strength and support your way.
