Hi. So sorry you have to go through this uncertain time. Hope you are feeling.a little calmer now the weekend is over and you have a scan booked. I’m sure you’ll find that the process will move fairly quickly now. Feeling helpless and with no information is the worst. I’m recovering after colorectal surgery to remove a 5cm mass and have a loop ileostomy which will hopefully be reversible. I’m not sure yet if I’ll need chemo too. It’s a journey for sure. Please take care and be kind to yourself and lean on all your experts and friends/family. It’s ok to have huge swings of emotion. Very best wishes and there’s lots of support here on the forum.

Hi, just an update…finally got results and a plan and feeling so much more in control now. Tumour is contained with no spread, and therefore a straightforward op hopefully, a couple of suspect lymph nodes which will also be removed and sent for histology when I have surgery and then wait to see if chemo is needed. 
all much more manageable than in my head and curable most importantly. 
thanks for the advice and support, hope everyone is doing ok 

Hi, just an update…finally got results and a plan and feeling so much more in control now. Tumour is contained with no spread, and therefore a straightforward op hopefully, a couple of suspect lymph nodes which will also be removed and sent for histology when I have surgery and then wait to see if chemo is needed. 
all much more manageable than in my head and curable most importantly. 
thanks for the advice and support, hope everyone is doing ok 

Yes i had a ct scan and was told it hadn’t spread i had lymph nodes removed and it was noticed that two were showing possible cancer so now having chemo for three months starting next week, i hope all goes well for you