I have been diagnosed with SCC in my lymph nodes (neck) but no idea of where the primary site is yet. I’m fit and healthy so am feeling mostly positive with a small dose of worry and anxiety.  This is so much better than I was a few weeks ago when I was verging on hysteria most days.  I have a busy Xmas to look forward to and then an onslaught of more tests and treatment in the new year. I’m going to enjoy the next week and then face whatever I have to when I have to.  In the meantime if anyone is on a similar journey, I’d love to hear from you. And to everyone else out there fighting and to the lovely nurses supporting us, I hope you have a lovely Christmas - keep up the fight!! Xx