This is the problem isn't it, everything you feel something you think it's the cancer, they told me to mo spread other dan both armpits but they didn't scan my head or my Jones so are we sure, this week I had a very annoying pain around my shoulder blade, the day later my chest and day three my upper arm made me think first it had to do with the biopsies, after they done both sides I keep that niggle feeling and the lumb seems to be bigger as before, I think this is what they mean with.... Living with cancer..... How can we place it without to overworryd all time, but gosh, I went trough it before and have to do it again and now I know it's worster as first and the worry is bigger to how you deal with the chemo so far?