Why are we never told? Just found out I have pleomorphic invasive lobular carcinoma

Just got my letter that goes to my doctor. And it says I’m grade 2 pleomorphic invasive lobular carcinoma. Why didn’t he mentioned to me at the meeting on the 1st of November that pleomorphic word. Iv just googled that and says 2 years to live. Who invented Google :( now I’m worried.