Hi all, Sorry for rant. I got diagnosed back in February have had two chemo cycles on intense chemo till August when my kids rang my bell for me lost all my hair and that did not phase me have been on immunotherapy since Feb and still going with that start Radiotherapy on 1st December and have developed adrenal insufficiency have had a mastectomy which is my first operation have another masectomy and hysterectomy scheduled for luckily after Christmas my bowel is completely blocked so have now been referred to the consultant this is down to chemo. And collapsed at home the other day due to pulmonary edema. My body from head to toe is in chronic pain now and have been referred for more tests with more doctors to find out why as all my joints and legs and arms are excruciatingly painful to move and am desperately trying to still stay unbeat for my children I am still doing the school runs the clubs on a night time after school and get up at 5 to do all my meds to make sure am in manageable pain and have my makeup on before they see me. I now on crutches for mobility and I only 42. I just feel like I failing them and thought after the mastectomy I would be better and since the operation and chemo I now feel worse and not bothered about the breast no longer being there it’s the chronic pain doing everything that’s taking its toll has anyone else had this and how long did it last I am about to start trying to sort Christmas for my kids which we adore and have lots of traditions we do each year and worried this year I won’t physically be able to. My son keeps asking me when will I be better as we have dealt with all this in chapters really well and I feel like I getting poorlier not better
