Well this isn’t in my life plan

Hi tthere

I am new to this forum 

found a lump in my left breast 25th October went to the doctors the following day, and he did an online referral when I got home the following day, the letters on my doormat

went into my hospital on Halloween. Had my first mammogram, then I was sent round to have an ultrasound done where they told me it wasn’t a cyst- I had to have two biopsies done, one in the breast and one in the armpit because I said I had two predominant lymph-node

They also inserted a clip, and then I had to go back round and have another mammogram done. After that I was taken into room to speak to a consultant. I had to get on dressed as she had a field and as I was  getting dressed, she asked if anybody was with me today and I said no

So I asked her out right do you think it’s cancer and she said yes, the lump is a high suspicion

That’s when my world fell apart. The first thing I thought of was my kids, my job I  had only just sorted out my life insurance.

Got taken into another room to speak to Breast nurse and she told me that my biopsies will be sent to be tested, and I’ve got to go back Thursday to talk about the plan of action

I am totally numb 

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  • Evening 

    my emotions have been all over the place the last 48 hours I am so so anxious about my CT & MRI scan it’s the unknown to see if it’s spread anywhere else ? I can’t deal with anymore my heart is totally broken 

  • Wisy 

    and have been where you are it’s no good saying don’t worry we are human but once you are past this stage I promise it gets so much easier , hopefully by the end of the week you will no more just remember these scans don’t necessarily mean it’s soread it’s just a check to make sure lovely xx 

    good luck stay here for chats along the way love Lara xx 

  • I’ve got my mri tomorrow and ct Thursday I can’t stop crying I feel anxious sick 

  • Hello lovely 

    I no this is scary but so many get mris and I don’t hear of any where it’s spread beyond honestly that’s very rare I’m no doctor and can’t say 100 percent but what I hear here it seldom happens lovely , try and stay calm lovely wish I could wave a wand and make it better for everyone here xx big hugs love Lara xxx 

  • Hi Wisey,

    I am sorry to hear that you are in such a state. about your scans. Just think, by Friday they'll all be behind you and hopefully, you'll know what you are dealing with. Both scans are very straightforward, with no pain involved.

    I shall be thinking of you both days and hope that all goes well.

    Please keep in touch and let us know how you get on.

    Kind regards,

    Jolamine xx

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  • Hi Wisey,

    I am sorry to hear that you are in such a state. about your scans. Just think, by Friday they'll all be behind you and hopefully, you'll know what you are dealing with. Both scans are very straightforward, with no pain involved.

    I shall be thinking of you both days and hope that all goes well.

    Please keep in touch and let us know how you get on.

    Kind regards,

    Jolamine xx

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