I do reiki on myself. I kept putting my hands on my right shoulder then I felt something in my breast like a high burn and a stream of it coming out of my nipple. I went to the doctors asked for scan never booked in still three weeks later. So paid for breast clinic at Spire it was consultant mammogram them consultant one stop. He met me heard me examined me all I felt was him thinking reiki? We have one of those here.  He examined me showed me how to do it properly saying there is nothing there I can feel have the mammogram and you can go home reassured. The mammogram showed something on my right breast so he said get a scan check it looks like its hormone related calcium. Scan it looks like early breast cancer it's so early and you best go back to NHS for biopsy. Consultant then said I can't believe your reiki felt that it's not even formed cancer, don't worry you will need a lumpectomy worst case and maybe radiotherapy but it's so early it will be your consultants call. Then NHS detailed Mammogram scan and biopsy. I said look I'm worried I can feel it up my lymph node into me throat. Reply looks it's really early it's just in one area your just worrying. Felt better asked if it's positive what happens well it will be a lumpectomy maybe radiation but same I can't believe you felt it I can see or feel anything other than what the scans show. 
This week I go in I knew it was positive all along and sat down. To well it's positive, so I'm ready is it radiotherapy or not I'm prepared. She said you have cancer and will need 4/5 months of chemotherapy followed by surgery and radiotherapy as we find this worsts best. We will need a CT and MRI Scan and do you want to do genetic test?. I just wanted to get out. I then had a appointment after with lovely nurse who explained. You need chemo as it's triple negative as it's works better if you do the genetic it may help you decide what surgery option you will have it will take 12 weeks. Let's book you in to see the surgeon in September. Your next appointment with the oncologist will discuss your chemo, you will have a marker put in and the scans then the oncologist and you will start chemo do you want a cold cap I reply well I'll have anything if you recommend it and think its a good thing to do. I went away ok just scared of chemo but ok. Then I read about triple negative got upset but I'm up and down. 
what I am looking for is guidance. How can they be so sure it's just in one place from just looking at boobs. 
1, how does the chemo make you feel

2. what can you do to prepare? 
3. What diet should I follow as some say you can pile weight on and I'm slightly overweight and some say you put more on and this can increase it reacurring. 
4. has anyone, had something diagnosed like 3cm cancer said it's stage one looks localised but it's not. 
 

sorry to be so wordy but I can feel something ok my lymph node and throat and when I do my reiki on it there is a pulling under my armpit. It used to go all the way to my breast but it does not. When I heal my breast it's no where near as hot as it was but I'm concerned as no one can feel my cancer it's only been seen on a scans I had had my breasts felt by 3 consultants and 1 surgeon and it's 3cm. Before  because they though I was talking nonesence saying I can feel it when I do reiki on myself so I'm worrying as I don't fully understand my healing as it changed 4 months ago to something that can remove tooth abscesses and I had a cyst on my chest lump on my right breast that I've managed to remove I can remove urinary infections on me but healing myself is not as effective as others. 
 
when I talk about my reiki I think they all believe I want to just do alternative but I don't I am studying truama therapy as I believe that we have a physical biological field and energy field the energy field being disturbed is what creates 85% of illness which is now been proved by science and both are equally important when treating anything. I have been working on trying to write a therapy to heal people mentally to stop the energy field making us sick as then traditional treatment is for the illness so here I am. Maybe my body just knew,  

im very logical and study science but believe in energy fields and these I would not be here if I'd not have felt this cancer if I waited to feel ir see a physical change but feel this is now creating demons in my head whilst I wait I'm thinking is it here so I need to just get some down to earth advice as I'm all over the place. Chemo knowledge is what I seek I want to prepare my myself and my family. 

thanks for reading. Xx