Hiya all 

I don't really know where to start but back in July last year I had a dodgy smear - hpv and low grade dyskarosis. So off to colposcopy I go ( not first time as had treatment for cin 3 back in 2015 just lletz) 

September I get appointment and biopsy done, no abnormal cells found but had to have panel meeting about me which got cancelled for a month!  and they decided there was an area which needed to be checked so January 4th I go and have the area removed with diathermy loop, 10 days later I get phone call to go for an appointment next day to discuss results, all very cloak and dagger but had feeling might be something serious. 

So go today and as soon as the doctor said do u have anyone with you, I knew it wasn't going to be good. 

So far they think I have stage 1b1 and I'm awaiting mri and ct scan which they said should be quite quick, they gave me a big pack of info and were all very nice. 

Just filled with anxiety now waiting and worrying for mri which I'm scared about and what the final outcome will be. 

I've read a few of ppls posts and I'm just looking for any advice of ppl who have been in similar situation to kind of put my kind at rest a bit. 

Thanks