I'm Corrin and I'm 39. Was originally told that I have cancer last Thursday and they were confident it was bone cancer.
So, I had an ultrasound yesterday followed by a CT scan and the hospital emailed my GP who I went to go see today. Turns out it's kidney cancer which has spread to my lungs, liver and bones. I go to hospital tomorrow for a biopsy and whatnot.
The only "proper" symptom I have that indicates possible kidney issues is a swollen hard mass on the left side of my abdomen. I've also lost a lot of weight and I'm anaemic. My GP took blood today to check my calcium levels.
To say I'm devastated would be an understatement. I'm absolutely terrified. It's basically stage 4 already and I don't know how I'm going to even start to fight this. I have 2 daughters who are 19 & 14 and the thought of leaving them just makes me so unbelievably sad. I've been on the verge of tears since I got home from the doctors a few hours ago.
I do have amazing support from my family and friends which obviously helps a lot but I feel like this is happening to someone else and that it can't be happening to me. I'm 40 next month and feel like I might not even be here for that. I'm scared to sleep in case I don't wake up. I don't know. I'm just scared.