Is it totally weird that I'm nervous but looking forward to getting my biopsy results? Going on Thursday afternoon. Have already been told it's breast cancer-but I just want to know what stage/and what treatment now! 
Also slightly (completely) terrified that it's spread everywhere and I am riddled with it.

The things our brains conjure up!

I had a good old sob to hubby on Sunday morning, he is being my rock bless him.

I just want to know now!

Is it also really selfish of me to want to know if we can still go on our family holiday in July?

my head is all over the place. 
wahhhhhhh