Feeling alone is hard, yes I have family and friends to speak to but it's not the same as talking with someone who is going through similar I have my bowel op date and to be honest I'm petrified . When I went for my pre op assessment they gave me statistics of things going wrong during the operation and that had sent my anxiety through the roof. Nobody I know understands as nobody has had cancer of this kind if at all so yup I feel so alone scared and broken
