My dad got diagnosed 5 days ago with lung cancer which has spread to his liver and kidneys.

We are getting so many mixed messages. We know it's not good and I know it's a matter of months from this forum, but nothing has been confirmed we are waiting on a biopsy but I'm not stupid. 
The cancer nurse gives us false hope.I wish and beg it wasn't!
My dad is currently in hospital with pain that they cannot get under control.

I can't cope! I am begging my husband to tell me this is a nightmare that I'll wake up from and everything will be ok, I need my dad he's my rock my world!

I cry all the time? I scream why is this happening!? I have looked for help and found nothing! I got told to wait for his results from the biopsy! 
My friends and family tell me they are there if I need them, but then I tell them I'm hurting it's like I can't breath, I'm struggling get out of bed, but no one listens. I needed someone to come to me or ask me to meet them, nothing! 
So I'm on my own! I have to deal with it but I don't know how!

I want my dad how he was 2 weeks ago, when he was ok and full of energy. But now he is scared! I'm scared but what can we do!? 
Its the worst feeling in the world to feel the hurt the heart break! Why is life so cruel?

I am 32 and feel robbed of my life with my dad! I need him! I have never felt hurt inside me like I am right now! I am so sorry for anyone who has gone through this or who is going through this!