Hi Everyone,
I am 54 years old and had breast cancer in 2012 - having a lumpectomy surgery on valentines day then went on to have chemo, should have been 6 sessons but my body was not tolerating the chemo so I on had 3 sessions.
Went on to have radiotherapy which went well and since March 2012 was prescribed Tamoxifen since then - no consultants, doctors or nurses advised me on what to expect and from the minute I had taken my first tablet - it has changed my life.
I do wish the health experts would advise us on what this drug does and the immediate and long term side effects that it has on people, so they know what to expect.
No one advised me that this drug was from the start putting me throught the menopause and doing it COLD TURKEY with no additional support or medication. I do understand that this cancer was caused by hormones and the HRT was not an option.
I am now always warm (before I needed hot water bottles in bed) now I need a fan in every room and the bedroom fan runs from the minute I go to bed to the minute I get up - no matter what the weather is like outside. I do still get hot/cold sweats day and night, put on weight, this drug has also affected my eyesite and now I wear glasses. I don' t know about anyone situation but I also find that even now I seem to get every cold, flu or any type of infections very easily.
I know this drug is the better of the 2 evils but I struggle (and have been struggling for 4 years now) with joint/bone pain - some days are okay as some are not (like yesterday & today - awful ) - I and many others like me feel a lot older than I actually am, and in the back of my mind worry that something else is wrong.
Having consulted with the doctor several times, I am on anti-depressants (as I do suffer from depression), Co-codamol - low dose and also gabapentin that is supposed to block nerve pain - occasionally these drugs help but sometimes they don't scratch the surface of the pain most of the time. Pain in which my ankles, knees, hips, shoulders, wrists fingers and neck ache like I have flu or full body arthritis.
My consultant suggested to me that because I had the highest level of estrogen levels in my body that I remain on Tamoxifen for life and now they have ended my consultants visits - expressing that evidence has shown there is no requirement for follow-up appointments or mamograms after 5-7 years - this, I think is cost cutting no evidence.
I loath going back to the doctors - they have enough problems in the present climate and I am worried in case they take me off the medication.
I am also in the process of looking for a new job in a office - which scares me in case I have too much pain to do my job.
My apologies if this sounds like a rant but feel today I needed to express myself and have found this forum that lets me know I am not alone (which is a great help).
I would love to hear from people who have experienced the same situation and any tips that may help with the pain will be greatly appreciated.
My very best to you all.
Audrey x