I lost the love of my life in Feb 2018
We were married for five weeks short of 45 years.
He was the love of my life.
He was the only man I have ever been with ,had our children together,
He was given the bad news in December 2016, that he had stage 4 stomach czncer. He was so scared.
But he touched it out. Brave, wonderful, and like all our cancer suffered and patients.. Tota!my couragious.
He was 66 and one month when he died.
His cancer treatment worked it shrunk the whaatever, and was doing great.
Sad!y during his break from chemo,he contracted pneumonia. His body was just too weak to fight it.
He passed with myself and daughters at his side.
He was a much loved man.
I just don't even two years six months and four days later , deal with losing him.
I'm great at putting on a mask and going to work. Taking care of our grandchikdren.
Chatting to friends
Then call apart when home alone.
Pictures everywhere.
Memories of times only we would know about.
I have some amazing good friends who have been there to me. I just cannot cry confront of them. They think I'm string.
I'm not.
I miss him so much.
Will I ever get through this?
Sorry. I just had to write things down.
