Hi there .. so so sorry your going through this heartbraking time at the moment... it's truely heartbraking and I'm afraid there's no easy way through ...

All I'd say after I lost my mum to a sudden heart attack and I had no chance to even tell her I was so proud to be her daughter... she was there one Monday morning and at 5.20 that afternoon she was gone ..  so what I'd have given for just one day or even one hour to have had with her ...

You have that chance to make loads of memories .. say all that's in your heart .. share tears .. admit your both scared ... ask him about his life... I bet there's loads you don't know .. ask him if there's something he still wants to do, or somewhere he'd like to go .. look through photo albums... watch a movie, go for a walk.. or a coffee shop ... 

You can pack a lifetime in to a year ... yea it won't he all easy .. but if you do these things, you'll look back one day, and be proud you never waisted a day ... holding his hand on this last chapter, will make a heartbraking time a lot easier to handle ... that's what I've done sinse my diagnosis ... I wake up, and if I can see the sky, I know I'm still here and my one aim is to smile or laugh about at least one thing every day ... so yes you can have laughter too along the way .. just don't look ahead .. stay in the day .. and you'll get there ... sending you a vertual hug... Chrissie xx