Lost my dad

So I lost my dad almost two months ago but I went back to work and college two weeks after (I'm 19). But I still feel as over whelmed and can't shift the feeling of guilt that I wasn't there with him. Any advice how to process this would be appreciated. I know I'll never get over it or not feel the same guilt for all the little things like when we didn't get on. But I'm at the point where feeling like this is getting too much and I don't know how to get through my day. 

  • Welcome to the forum Darling although I'm very sorry for your loss.

    If you feel like it's getting a bit too much it may be worth seeing your doctor as they may be able to help and point you in the right direction for getting support through this difficult time, such as bereavement counselling. Our members know how tough this journey can be so I'm sure some of them will offer their thoughts and advice soon but in the meantime do keep talking and sharing how you feel with those closest to you as I'm sure they will want to do all they can to help you at this time. 

    Kind regards, 

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator