So I lost my dad almost two months ago but I went back to work and college two weeks after (I'm 19). But I still feel as over whelmed and can't shift the feeling of guilt that I wasn't there with him. Any advice how to process this would be appreciated. I know I'll never get over it or not feel the same guilt for all the little things like when we didn't get on. But I'm at the point where feeling like this is getting too much and I don't know how to get through my day.