My mind has been conflicted recently on whether or not I am depressed or grieving or just sad. I can go for days with being sad and not feeling up to tasks but it's usually about the loss of my mum and how I cannot remember her. I have been told to talk about my feelings to people but every time I try they ignore me and try and find a way out of the conversation or try and get me to talk about stuff I don't want to talk about resulting in me being more upset when I didn't want to be. I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone about this as I just don't trust them. I told one girl about it but she had been making fun of me beind my back and so I have given up on trusting people. I just feel like  everything I do is for attention and I don't know what to do anymore. My mum was always there for me but she is gone now. 5 years ago she passed away because of cancer and now I am just getting really upset about it and then I overthink everything in my life. I just want to know how I'm feeling because I just don't understand anymore.