Mum died on 12th december 2005. Feeling low today and miss her. I'm worried that one day i won't be able to remember what she looked like or sounded like. I don't talk to the people in my life about what it really feels like. It's been 14 years but the pain sometimes is awful. I often ask why she left me. Life doesn't feel like it's been the same since. I'd love to reach out to someone...instead I'll reach out to strangers
