the first week after my mum passed i was busy doing so much arrangements, i barley had time to think. However this second week has been a different story, once i start the flood gates open i spend sunday in bed sobbing for my mum like i was a 5 year old again. My mum is everything to me we went everywhere during the day together we spoke at least 3-4 on the phone if we werent seeing eachother. I can not bear going out or socialising with people and have missed 2 invites to things already. My main issue is my child i know he should give me comfort but i am finding i dont want to do anything with him and happy if he sleeps in, he seems to be whining and winging more and i feel like my head is going to explode and i am having to walk away from him. I feel in so much pain right now i just want my mum back.