I am recovering from a mastectomy, and feeling quite sore in my armpit from the removal of lymph nodes, which I understand is to be expected. I am so lucky that my lymph nodes are clear and have been told I need no further treatment, and I was feeling so positive. But now i just have in the back of my head that they might not have got it all. I know it's silly, but is this how others feel instead of being relieved? I know 5his sounds so ungrateful and am trying to be positive as so many others are needing further treatment. Perhaps I need a kick!