Hi its coming up now a year , infact a year March I had a Laparoscopic a kidney taken out due to having blood in my urine and finding a 5 cm cyst , I was givin a chose either to have just half of my kidney removed , But I asked if I could have all of my left kidney taken out , As I felf it was the right thing to do , But I dont no if any one was told what to expect after , I cried I see the scars every day I suffer with depression , Anxity , Pacin attacks , sometimes have resestless nights , I check my urine every time I go , im scared the Cancer is going to return , I also have othe health issues , But this is the one what makes my life a living hell , I try to talk about it to my hubby , but when u havent gone though things he doesnt really understand , I try to get on living , Also I feel im on a guilt trip to , The reason why im 50 , and im still here , when my mum was 50 she past away with this horrible thing , Sorry about this I forgot to say , Also I was told the pain I might still suffe with , Since I have had my op , I also still suffer with back pain on my left side , and also suffer with a nerve shoting across the bottom of my back and going up in the middle , Its hard to cope on a day to day ,  

Thank u for taking time a reading this 

Teresa_s