6 weeks ago I had a double mastectomy and finding myself struggling to cope. Not with the pain, but emotionally. Each day I have found myself with a different emotional challenge, struggling some days to even be around people, get up, exist. I kick myself because I thought I was stronger, but inside I feel like I have lost myself. I am sure the feelings will pass, as surgery wasn't that long ago..... but when!? Is there anything I can do emotionally to get myself out of this understandable hole I feel I'm drowning in. The pain can be controlled with medication, my lack of movement physio.... but how do I control my emotions !