Hi,

Im 21 years old and I lost my mum when I was 16 unexpectedly in a operation due to Ovarian cancer. I have struggled over the years. But I feel 5 years down the line and its the hardest. I feel the lowest I have ever been. I feel very lost and lonely without my mum and that none of my friends or family truly understand.

I have had a hard couple of years - moving houses, losing friends, losing my job. I find that its rare for someone to be in the same situation as me. I feel so lonely and not normal because all my friends go home to their famalies and I live with my sister and her girlfriend (which is sometimes difficult).

It seems like nothing is going to get better

Clair x