Hi no exactly how you feel I'm 2 years in with bowel cancer and because I'm ok at present people and family assume you are ok now like you have just got over the flu but it does have a lasting affect I believe and we have to learn to live with the ups and downs I don't no about you but I feel blessed that I've come this far I think unless you have been where we are right now people don't understand how it feels I wish you well x

Thanks paulapetal , of course I feel lucky to be here , I nearly wasn't a few times , but I feel robbed of my chance at motherhood , was due to start Ivf , got to I had cancer instead ! Just nice to talk to people who understand . Hope u r well xx 

Bless you its just not fair is it hope life will treat you kind in the future and best of luck with your illness xx