Hi Jazmin = well done on clearing out the cancer. Yes - it must be scary to think of it returning and having to go through all this emotional upheaval again. Lets hope that never happens to you = you really don't deserve it!
All I can say is that I will say a prayer while in my garden for you tomorrow morning that the cancer stays away and you can move on.
I think most of us worry about cancer returning. I am 2 1/2 years from diagnosis of breast cancer, and feel that as time goes on I feel better.
At your stage, I remember telling myself, "treatment is over, enjoy yourself and make the most of everyday", I know it is easy to say but I think it is good to keep positive.
Have you tried the Moving On programme? I found this really useful. You can usually get information from your hospital.
