Poem ... My daughter

Hi just wanted to say Hello to everyone on here,ive just got locked out trying to remember my password  and trying to unsuccessfully change my password. So i used an old  email message i had to get on here so i could say hi and write a poem .

My daughter

My daughter ,my world 

My pride and joy

Im praying every night 

And every day

That your  stage 4

bowel cancer 

Thats spread 

To your liver

With treatments

Chemotherapy

Will go away.

My daughter

Your amaziing

Your  so strong

Your living your life

As if nothing is wrong

You my girl 

Are  a trouper

Your taking it

All in your stride

Taking your treatmens

With arms open wide

 Thorax scan done

Results came in

Liver tumours 

Stayed the same

No shrikage

No new growrh

No spread

So we all put on

Our positive heads

Chemo commences

Liver emzynes went high

Chemo stopped

For two weeks

How quick 

That went by

Bloods rechecked

All was good

So  48hrs  of chemo

9th  chemo commenced

The next week

Like we thought it  would.

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    Hi Jasssoscared,

    As always, a beautiful tribute. I am sure that your brave daughter must have really appreciated this and also been so proud of having a mum, who can write such a heartfelt account of all that she's been through. I hope that she is doing ok.

    Jolamine xx

  • Hi Jolamine, thank you. I told my daughter id written a poem on here for her. My daughter said, oh ok Mum"  But my girl doesnt want to read it, and thats ok by me. We all handle things differently, it just helps me to get my feelings out sometimes and not bottle them up. 

    I have my oral surgery today 11th August at 2 30pm to remove an eyetooth root, that my dentist couldnt remove ,after breaking my tooth whilst extracting it,  im dreading it. Then today whilst sitting in my conservatory i noticed  it has a seal come away, and so there is a gap where rain can get through and leak into the conservatory. So called a window/ conservatory company but i had to leave a message to ask them to call me back as their office closed at 4pm. So hopefully they will call me back as someone said "threw a rain forecast for friday night, sat, sun, mon. So need it done really soon. Just one thing after another lately. .xx.

  • Hi Jassoscared,

    You're right, we all cope with things differently - maybe your daughter will read your wonderful poem some day? In the meantime, I can understand your need not to bottle things up and this talent to write poetry must be a great escape valve.

    I was thinking about you today and hope that your tooth extraction was straightforward. I'm sorry to hear about the seal in your conservatory and hope that you manage to get it can be repaired before the rain comes.

    Jolamine xx

  • IHi jolamine

    thank you  my tooth surgery went ok very sore yesterday,as surgeobs hand  slipped whilst digging around the root , and he cut the opposite side of the roof of my mouth,to where he was working on the root. 

    I did let our a yell ,he appologised. He is only.human and we all make errors  some times.

    Today im a lot more comfortable,so getting there ,on the road to recovery

    i have a company coming out to qoute for the conservetory repair, in the 26th Aug. The work wobt commence that day,if i agree to qoute price. 

    So im hoping if i do,it will commence  soon.My sister and her partner are coming over mine on friday,and bringing a tarpaulin to put on my conservetory roof in case  we get rain.

    Im going away to york on theb21st Aug till the 23rd Aug ,with my sister ans her grandson. We are staying in a cottage. 

    So havinf a tarpaulin on the conservotory roof ( un case it rains) has helped my stress levels  lol.

    I will also have soneone checking in,whilst im away,so that helps too.

    Yes writting my feelings,thoughts in poems does help me Jolamine. Anyway thanks again ,hope alls oj with you . Speak soon xxx