Had my prostate removed 3 wks ago after being told that was my only option as the cancer had gone to far

happy I’m able to hold my pee and that seams to be working out well waiting to see consultant again at the moment 

I have been very positive about it all all the way through 

but now I just have this feeling of feeling empty inside not knowing why and a little emotional about it all

anyone els felt like this ? 
and then there’s the part of not being able to get it up (so to speak) and that feeling of what makes me a man being taken away. I know that can improve over time hopefully 

enough of me rambling just not sure what to say tbh