Coming off Tamoxifen!

I'm new on here, I started taking tamoxifen 11 years ago, age 46 initially had hot flushes etc which settled down eventually and generally, I feel fine and settled when taking it, no hot flushes now , mood OK etc, but within weeks of not taking Tamoxifen, I literally cry at everything that is remotely emotional, now I am a soft person but even for me, that's unusual, eyes feel extremely odd! anyone else the same? Any recommendations on other medication? Stay taking tamoxifen? I'd prefer not antidepressants and stay taking this! Thanks in advance ️