So I have had bladder cancer since 2012 and it is fine to feel low, having any type of cancer isn't nice, but they have caught it early and I am sure you will have regular checkups.
Personally it hasn't changed me, if anything it has put my life into perspective and I value time with my family and friends a lot more, but I am still the same grumpy sod I have always been.
If you need to chat send me a message or if you have any questions around my experiences with bladder cancer then I more than happy to talk to you about it.
Anyway, I hope you start to feel a bit more positive soon, if not then maybe seek professional help,it may be good for you to speak with a counsellor.
