Hi,  I was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer last June.   I had a left mastectomy and axilliary clearance as it had spread to 4 out of nine lymph glands in the August.   Over the winter I had 3 Red Devils and nine Palitaxol.   Then 10 days of radiotherapy.     I couldn’t cope with Abemaciclib so I gave it after 2 cycles.    That was at the end of May.    I have only had one CT scan last July and my oncologist says I don’t need another one as I am clear.   I won’t see the surgeon until next year so I won’t get another mammogram until then.     I feel I have been left.   I am 72 years old and can’t look forward.   Does everyone feel this way or is it just me.    This is the second time I have had breast cancer in the same breast only it was stage one and twenty four years ago.  I was welll looked after at the time. Is this due to my age or what.   What else am I think.