Hiya, great to read your treatment was successful. I was diagnosed with DLBCL Lymphoma in 1 testicle in March last year. I went through surgery, 6 rounds of R-chop chemo, 4 x lumbar punctures with chemo injected into my spine, 3 x 5 day in-patient high dose chemo sessions, then finished radiotherapy just before Christmas. Disbelief was my first reaction, then immediately started considering my future. I was lucky, it was caught very early, stage 1A and had not spread out of the infected testicle. In myself I feel well, but I do get that nagging thought of what if it comes back. The Chemo will have some longer term effects such as tiredness and lethargy. I found my short term memory was badly affected for a couple of months, but it is much better nowJust take your time, do what you feel you are capable of, I.e. walk the dog, take yourself out of your home and socialise, don't overdo things or stress yourself. I am 5 months into remission, feeling well in myself, have trouble sleeping which is when the mind games start. You need to stay positive and set yourself a goal each day. It doesn't matter if you don't reach that goal, at least you tried. Stay strong, you will get there, I wish you the best of luck. Once you are diagnosed, everything happens like a whirlwind because it has to. It is that feeling of not being in control that can be a bit scary. I would suggest you get your doctor to sign you off for a while, kick back, take your time to recuperate, enjoy some fresh air and warmer weather. Most importantly, Don sit stewing over bad thoughts, talk to someone, there are lots of anonymous live chats and phone support at organisations li,e CRUK, MacMillan etc. Chin up, best foot forward and off you go, give yourself time to get over the events.