I had my last radiotherapy session today but am I celebrating with a fine Chablis? Nooo I am now also very concerned about taking Tamoxifen. 
it puzzles me why if my stage 2 lumpectomy turned out to actually be more of a stage 1 once removed, nodes are clear and I’ve no C history they want me to take a drug that clearly makes you feel ten times worse than anything else I’ve been through? I’m 54 and was having mild menopausal symptoms before my op so the thought of going head first into meno hell seems bonkers if I’m at more risk crossing the road!! 
I’m getting married next year and would prefer not to look like a sweaty whale of a woman with varicose veins and a non existent sex drive! Might as well hand him over to his secretary now and live my life in stretchy trousers covered in cat hair!!