I was only on Letrozole for 3 weeks but the symptoms got worse and worse and I couldn't cope , in fact I'm still suffering with some of the effects and it's been almost 2 weeks since I stopped taking them the oncologist told me to have a break for 3 weeks and go from there .

I already know I don't want to retry them , I'm aware of the implications and I no what it means if I don't take the hormone blockers. 

It's no good anyone saying there is different hormone blockers to try , but at the end of the day they do the same thing and will still cause the side effects .

I want to live the remaining life I have left knowing who I am,  what I'm doing and being able to do stuff for myself and not like it was when I was on Letrozole.

It may be the stupidest decision I've ever made but deep down I know I've made the right decision.