Hi all, I'm sat here just pondering about my past year full of appointments treatments and compassion. I have completed surgery, chemotherapy and radiotherapy for ductal carcinoma grade3. I am now out here not entirely on my own but supported by friends and family to begin the journey of rebuilding my life to try and get back what has been put on hold for the past year.
I think about what I've been through and what might lay ahead sometimes with lots of apprehension. What I can say is no matter what I think or feel my future will not change. I can worry everyday what lays ahead but in years to come if nothing changes I will have wasted time worrying therefore I have decided that I am going to live my life the way I feel appropriate and in a way I enjoy and at the end of the day what happens if anything in the future I will deal with it then.
I cannot go through the rest of my life worrying if the cancer will come back as it might never happen. I have 7 beautiful grandchildren whom I intend to enjoy and if I am unfortunate enough to have it reoccurs then so be it I can't do anything about that.
I am so fortunate to have an amazing family I love dearly and many good friends that I just want to spend every minute enjoying what they offer.
I am so disappointed in the support for life after cancer that I realise if I don't pick myself up and get on with it no one is going to lead me by the hand to do it!
so for all you beautiful people out there that have been deemed cancer free or been given time please enjoy everyday,every minute because we cannot change what our future holds!
life after cancer may be difficult but we can make it as fulfilling as we chose.
If anyone can provide information on how they have rebuilt their life after cancer please post!
best wishes to all that have completed their treatment and draw the best from what's left of life for those not so lucky xxxx