Sorry to hear about your husband but my husband was terrible being  married in 30 years I did not recognising him he  had lung cancer and he was on all sorts of drugs for the pain that turned into a zombie ,poor sod had aulcerated legs which he was in a lot of pain with ..he acted like I was the enemy I couldn't do nothing right for him I felt so sorry for him but all he did was shout at me and told me to go away but on the eve of his death he told me he loved me  he's passed on now so he's at peace but I still love him I always love him 

Sorry to hear about your husband but my husband was terrible being  married in 30 years I did not recognising him he  had lung cancer and he was on all sorts of drugs for the pain that turned into a zombie ,poor sod had aulcerated legs which he was in a lot of pain with ..he acted like I was the enemy I couldn't do nothing right for him I felt so sorry for him but all he did was shout at me and told me to go away but on the eve of his death he told me he loved me  he's passed on now so he's at peace but I still love him I always love him