My husband has bowel cancer. Diagnosed in August 2020 its been a nightmare...apparently manageable but not cureable and waiting for ct scan results to see if it has shrunk...my dilemma is work, this new lock down in January he will have to sheild which is fine but I'm still at work as a domestic in the NHS. Where I work I am safer than in the main hospital but still staff and patients accessing between us and the main hospital..everytime i go to work its like a game of roulette, I've spoken to my manager and she's advises Keeping up the personal hygiene mask and ppe, having  shower when I get home and sleeping in a spare bedroom and using a second bathroom...thats okay if you live in a house that has these facilities but our house is small and not that many rooms...I am worried sick I could end up passing this virus to him and if I'm lucky he might survive and if I'm unlucky he may die....why should his life not be deemed important...I can't leave my job as no funds to keep us afloat and his money goes down to half pay soon , my son lives at home but he hasn't got spare cash to fund us...im heart broken that I have to put my husband at risk......