Hello fellow fighters.
Do any of you wake up some mornings full of positive fight and then sometimes within minutes doom and negativity creep back in.? I am awaiting a mastectomy next week and sometimes it's just so sureal. My husband had bladder cancer 10 years ago and has been checked annually, bad timing he had a check that showed cancerous cells back again and he had a procedure on Tuesday. What an awful time to have cancer in lockdown, I need my family and friends to distract me and stop me thinking every twinge or pain is telling me I'm riddled with it. Today I will be very positive and give myself a taking to but it's ****** hard
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