Extreme Highs and lows

Hello fellow fighters. 
 

Do any of you wake up some mornings full of positive fight and then sometimes within minutes doom and negativity creep back in.?  I am awaiting a mastectomy next week and sometimes it's just so sureal.  My husband had bladder cancer 10 years ago and has been checked annually, bad timing he had a check that showed cancerous cells back again and he had a procedure on Tuesday. What an awful time to have cancer in lockdown, I need my family and friends to distract me and stop me thinking every twinge or pain is telling me I'm riddled with it. Today I will be very positive and give myself a taking to but it's ****** hard 

 

x x x 

  • Hello Gingergirl, 

    I wanted to drop by and send you lots of positive waves as you await your mastectomy next week. It will soon all be done and I am sure it will all go well. What bad timing indeed that your husband also had to go through a procedure on Tuesday after cancerous cells were found again. I hope everything went well for him. It must indeed be such a tough time to have to go through this while in lockdown unable to see family and friends. But you're right to try and keep that positive spirit and if you start feeling a little low,  do pick up the phone and ring one of your closest friends for example or if you like video calls, you can also arrange one of those so you can see their faces while talking to them. There are still ways to get in touch with those we love - it's not the same I know but I hope it will help you feel a little bit better on days when you feel it is really hard to cope with anything.  

    I hope everything goes well with the mastectomy next week. Don't hesitate to come back here and keep us updated. We're all here for you whenever you need to chat to others who understand how you are feeling at the moment. 

    Best wishes, 

    Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator