Hello Melliex, 

I am sorry to hear that your melanoma has come back again. It does sound like you have a lot on your plate especially with being a single mum with very young children probably juggling too many balls at the same time. It's a shame you don't have family locally who can help. You definitely need some practical support right now and perhaps you could talk to friends around you and see whether they can give you a hand with the children or if that is not possible due to the current coronavirus restrictions, perhaps they can help out in other ways by dropping off groceries for you, for example, cooking you a meal and leaving it on your doorstep, those little gestures that can really make a difference. I know it's really hard probably to bring the subject with the people around you in your community but I think it would help you feel a little less alone and hopefully there will be someone nearby amongst your friends or neighbours who can do those little things for you. It's especially hard I am sure in the current climate.  It would be a good idea too to talk to your GP about how you are feeling emotionally at the moment - your doctor I am sure will be able to help so don't hesitate to reach out and explain your situation. If you feel really overwhelmed by everything and feel you need to talk to someone at any time of the day or night, don't hesitate to give Samaritans a call on this free number 116123.

I thought I would also mention one of our lovely members, [@AngieT]‍ who has been diagnosed with recurrent melanoma before and who I am sure will be happy to share her story and experience with you. 

Keep strong Melliex. We are all here for you anytime you need to talk.

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator