nearly 2 yrs after vats procedure on lung - now awaiting an emergemcy MRI on brain- just a simple phone call to my cancer nurse after 1 lttle pain I mentioned then another silly little thing that happened .
So this is the first time I have been really scared - but deep down I know - just so scared - dont want to lose my faculties - or let my daughters see me deteriorate.
Dont know what to do - cant sleep - would feel guilty to ring nurse again as everything is being put in place
