Hello Joanne, 

I can imagine that as your results are borderline this is a really difficult decision to have to take in the current climate. I hope you will hear from some of our forum members who may have had to make a similar decision in the past. It might be worth asking your oncologist what they think would be the best thing to do in your particular circumstances and whether they have any guidance to help you make the right decision. 

Our nurses are also available on this free number 0808 800 4040 - their line is open Monday to Friday from 9am to 5pm if you wanted to talk things through with them so don't hesitate to give them a call. 

I hope you don't mind but I have slightly edited your title to make it easier for others who have been in a similar situation before to spot your post and comment. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator

​can I ask how old you are please as mine is 16 and I. Nearly 46 thanks 

Chemo is not too bad, particually if youre young. My wife has just gone through it- she had minimal hair loss, remained healthy and active throughout, and i didnt really notice any significant changes in how she behaved. She went to the gym regaully, cycled most days and even went on a few runs.

5% is better than 0%, and its probably more reassuring to go through it. Remember its only nine weeks, which is nothing compared to the rest of your life. 

I also had a friend who was border line, turned chemo down, and within a year had mets in her bones. 

What you need to do is reduce the risk as much as possible.