TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE

I started on my journey with knowing I had womb cancer in January 2019.  Since then I've had full hysterectomy, then chemotherapy then radiotherapy and brachytherapy, finished my initial treatment 7th November, only too discover a couple of weeks later it had spread to my lung and liver.  At this point I have been given a 12 month prognosis. I  Started hormone therapy but my scans showed the cancer wasn't responding. So I opted for a clinical trial.  ( clinical drug + chemotherapy) Yesterday got my first 6 week scan results,  lung has stablilized but the liver cancer has increased some nodules by 2cm's each, so I can't stay on the trial.  . I've been in tears, I'm scared, I'm 55 years old.  They have said they can try a further chemo drug but in the current situation of COVID19  I am now considered low priority given my prognosis.  I feel as if I've been thrown on the scrap heap with no where to turn.   Just so frightened.  I've been strong all the way through this,  even completing the Great North Run Half marathon for charity last September  4 days after finishing my chemo.  I don't know what else to do or if there is anything I can do. .