I have just noticed your post and can see that you are concerned.  Could I suggest to you that you search the forum to find the group with the similar diagnosis as yourself, which I presume is to do with the prostate.  There you will find that there are a lot of posts from those who have the same problem, asking questions and others giving answers and hopefully reassurance about treatment options.  Finally, I am quite sure that your GP and your Consultant will be giving you the best treatment possible.  Sending my best wishes. Maureen