Devestated - cancer has spread

I'm Abusively devestated, met my oncologist today,good news was tumor on my right lung has shrunk by 50% ,

Then hit with the bombshell that the cancer is in my lymph nodes in my neck,centre of chest,Plus  cancer in my left hip and spine,I'm totally in shock, they can not continue my chem for now as I ended up in icu with sepsic,somthey are sending me for some radiotherapy to my brain as a procaution so it doesn't move there,the oncologist seemed happy enough with the results as the other cancers seem very small,my lung was there biggest worry,I'm praying i dontnhave to wait weeks to see radiation doctor,thinknthats enough of me ramiling for tonight,

Angie!