Hi Denise 

I am sorry you are feeling so down. I am half way through my chemotherapy and have also lost my hair, eyebrows and eyelashes. I know it's hard but try to stay positive. I think of the treatment side effects as a sign that I am fighting back against the cancer. 

There are quite a few charities around that help people with hair loss to look and feel normal. They are usualy run by people who have experienced hair loss themselves so they understand what you are going through and can give more practical advice than the doctors. Cancer Hair Care UK (www.cancerhaircare.co.uk) based in London and Hertfordshire are good and if you look online you will probably find others near to where you live. 

Also, if you don't feel you are getting support where you are currently being treated you can ask to be referred to another hospital. If you can't speak to your oncologist then you can ask your GP to refer you. 

Take care and keep smiling 

Georgina