I don't know to say or what to do but I'm scared. We were so close to 2 years I definitely wasn't expecting this. Everything changed now and I don't know how to act like everything is ok because I just got shattered and felt like I got hit by bus.But there is some hope and I'm going to grab onto to that hope with all I have.
it's in his lung , he needs surgery to get it removed. I was shocked I didn't believe it I didn't want to believe it I didn't want to belive after 2 years of waiting it lead to this, I mean things were just starting to get a little easier like my sleep I was having nightmares about what's gonna happen or thinking about it 24/7 and now it's feels just how it did 2 years ago but 10 times worse.