I'm 42 found out in Aug had breast cancer two OP done first one to remove the tumor second OP two weeks ago for margin of breast tissue taken for testing and three lymphoid taken for testing find out the outcome Monday scared.!!

Since the OP have a hard lump in my armpjit where I was cut and weird pain like you have sunburn pain on my chest and down my arm

I Have already refused chemo don't want to lose my hair been told if I have breast removed my new one will be a lot smaller I want the same size breast I'm a f I can but will have to go private cheek my nurse is lovely but very hard To understand they want me to go on hormone blockers these pill will start the change that happen years ago they tell me I'm not but not had period in five years and hot sweats are bad 

I have done some research and I should not be taking these pills also there is a chemo meds That don't cause hair loss why not told me about this drug and it treats beast cancer 

When I try speaking with my doctor  get told very busy only work two days here I private appt free so I can have new f cup breast if willing to pay been told they can take fat from my tummy well plenty of that could go even bigger 

This is my cancer my body and if I want my breast to look the same they should I  work full time off work not getting paid can't claim cause my husband work his Mooey don't cover everything  it's not fair I can't get some help worked all my life never claim for anything's even turn down blue badge nothing wrong with my legs or arms I don't look ill and told I look well my husband is finding it very hard that I'm so head strong and refused the chemo  they want me to have we have both lost our parents to cancer  we only have each other feel so alone right now