Hi shelly 

All OK thanks only problem lack of sleep, it was a surprise to hear from you this early in the morning, normally I have time to chat up some of the other ladies before you get up, (oops). Hope you get something sorted soon did you say you've got to be drained today,. Hope you get some sleep in the day, you've got a very good hubby there,, hope to hear from you soon love. Billy xxx XXX XXX when you feeling a bit better you can have some gentle cuddles,.. So get better soon.. 

Why don't you try and have a nap during the day, or is that out of the question.

i didn't wee the bed honest, you'd of thought I had though cause of my night sweats.

Dont you be chatting anyone else up, I'll be watching you! 

I certainly do have the best hubby, really appreciate everything he does. Even though I don't show it lol.

I have had a permanent drain fitted, so they drained 9 litres in hospital then they've clamped it off till Monday when the district nurse will come and drain some more and again on Wednesday, then not sure how often.  I hope I feel better soon, feel a lot better than I did but still not 100%.

Look forward to my cuddles, speak soon Billy Bob, lots of love ️ Shelly.xxx

Hi shelly I do try to relax in the day but every time I start going off guess what someone wants something doing, don't worry i have a wet bed every morning, same as clothes I change at least twice a day because there wet through, I can feel it running down my body and legs. I'm fed up with it but only choice is stop treatment, and C comes back faster some choice,, if it wasn't for Brenda I wasn't going to have treatment, but i said I'd look after her,, i like to go out back and stand in a nice breeze.. Best wishes. Love.. Billy xxx XXX

Dressed of course that was a naughty thought 

Hi Billy, just replied to Marjs message, she's told everyone about us, supposed to be keeping it quiet lol. 

I know what you mean about the sweats, I don't get them as much during the day now but on a night, OMG there horrendous! I'm the same, my legs and everything are absolutely soaking wet. It's awful.

Make sure you keep up with your treatment please.  Brenda needs you. Shame you can't get any alone time, apart when you go out back with no clothes on, oops I mean with your clothes on. Hope your feeling ok. Speak soon Billy, lots of love ️ and kisses Shelly.xxx

Hi shelly had to think [I can now and again] best thing now our secret romance is out in the open (thanks to our best friend marj) we'll get married, marj can be chef she's good at stirring things,, though cake might look like a book, John can be best man, he probably is as well, you can hit me later. Got loads of gentle hugs ready for when you feel bit better, you can have some cuddles and kisses now, love xxx sugar daddy, XXX (^_-)

Hi shelly, weal set the date for when you're sorted out you'll have to get fit, i think John will make a fine best man, or should I say second best, do you still want a wedding dress with all the trimmings and a limo, love Billy xxx I'm saving all the hugs for when you're better but you can still have plenty of kisses now. 

Hi Billy yes we'll wait till I'm better before we set a date.

who's John? Definitely want a limo and the best of everything. 

How you feeling today?

Im still in pain, the district nurse come out today and my dressing was leaking the other day so I had to put more on. When she took my dressing off they had cut the tube so it came flooding out all over. No wonder it was leaking. All sorted now though and I start my chemo again on Friday.

speak later Billy bob, lots of love and kisses Shelly.xxxx

Hi shelly, are you telling ex hubby about all this, or are you going to surprise him on our wedding day,, been thinking about family being invited or shall we just do unusual like cruk friends,, some expert who put the pipe in I think?? What size wedding dress about 8 probably silk with a nice wide base, shoulder straps, low back how am I doing so far... Love.. Billy xxx XXX I'm saving up all the hugs and cuddles for later. 

He already knows he said you can have me lol. Yeah lets do unusual. Size 10 dress, ah my dress sounds lovely.

how are you doing? You still haven't said.

ive just got in bed, so nigh night sleep tight.

guess I'll have to wait for hugs and cuddles.

lots of love and kisses Shelly.xxx