Hi shelly don't know if you've going on short break early but to hope you have a good time at both do's hope you don't have any problems while you're away, will miss you, love and kisses XXX,... Billy 

Hi shelly hope you had a good holiday and still feeling can't say many proper things but you know what I mean, missed you hope hubby been looking after you,properly with me not being there. Just love and kisses till I know your well, plenty of time for more when your feeling better,,.... Billy xxx XXX 

Hi Billy, have you missed me?

Hope you're all well.

soeery haven't been on, went away for the weekend and it was amazing, I even got drunk at Ed Sheeran and I don't drink anymore lol.

Not been feeling too good since I come back. Stomachs really swollen again with ascites, back pain, rib pain and still got that crackling. Been feeling really down. Started my new chemo today, so fingers crossed. How've you been, I've missed you. Hope your well. How's Brenda and Bella doing? 

Lots of love, kisses and big hugs. Shelly.xxx

Hi shelly were as good as can be, was starting to get worried about you, I thought you know better drinking in your condition, Ooooo but as long as you enjoyed yourself and you didn't get arrested more than once,, missed you, hope cemo doesn't react with alcohol, good luck with treatment,. Love and cuddles gently tonight, love... Billy xxx XXX 

There you are, missed you too. Only got arrested once . No we had an amazing time, I won't be drinking anymore now, just started my treatment today, so far so good, touch wood. Thanks Billy, speak soon. Night night, lots of love Shelly.xxx

Hi shelly, good moaning, hope you slept well,, how often do you have cemo,hope hubby gave you a good morning hug, today or are you having a lay in with it being holiday hope you can get around OK today best wishes... Love... Billy xxx 

Hi Billy, I never come on here until late, don't know why lol. I did have a lay in though. Have chemo 2 weeks on a week off.

I'm struggling to breath Billy, this ascites is really awful. It's so tight my stomach and it's just about as big as it was before they drained it. I look 6 months pregnant. Nothing fits me. And it's really uncomfortable. When I drink it seems to sit in my throats then come back up, don't know if that's because everything is squashed up inside. Enough about me, how's your little family doing? Hope alls well. Take care Billy, lots of love Shelly. Xxx

Definitely not expecting (at least I don't think) mind you it would be easier to have a baby. I'm going to phone chemo ward on Tuesday cause I don't think they'll do anything with it been bank holiday and I can't sit in a & e for hours. Aw hope Brenda feels better soon, bet your run off your feet Billy, wish you could get some help. If I lived near you I'd come and help you. We will have big cuddle when my belly goes down cause you won't be able to reach me.

lots of love kisses and some hugs soon. Shelly.xxx

Sorry not answering earlier rather busy hope your OK waiting that long lots of kisses tonight. Love Billy xxx XXX XXX I'll save some kisses for you,,